Sunday, June 29, 2008

a mandate, the real deal.

hi 45!

last night, i was just lying in bed, full of excitement and plans in mind for cch, and what God is gonna do in the school especially this week. i was thinking and dreaming about how many ppl can be saved when we just share the gospel.

theres this passion in me that God has recently evoked and stirred up in me, its a passion that drives. and im amazed, so really, if the passion and burden is still not in you, i plead with you, ask God to birth it in you, that it becomes part of you, a source for living, reason for sacrifice.

so in bed, i couldnt get to sleep until rolling around for like 50 minutes. in all honesty, when i was thinking about the great things that are gonna happen, sth in the spirit realm occured, i felt elevated in the spirit, like a sense of peace, a sense of protection came over. closing my eyes, i felt like i was in a totally different realm.

i soon fell asleep and i encountered a spiritual attack. in the attack i was being oppressed so badly, i got scared. but i knew in my spirit, this attack was cos an indication of NEW LEVELS, NEW DEVILS. despite the natural fear that i experienced, somehow there was this victorious spirit in me. i began praying in tongues commanding the spirit to leave and after awhile, it faded.

i also saw myself in the spirit actually doing the action of trampling on the devil (you know like stomping on the ground stepping on cockroaches) where i did spiritual warfare in conquering the forces of darkness. and soon, it all faded away.

later, i heard cries. ive heard such cries before in spiritual attacks and i reckon it was screams from hell. but this time, in my spirit i discerned that it was CCH students. their voices were like teenagers. and they kept screaming in such turmoil. and then they cried out , PLEASE SHARE JESUS WITH US!!

at that point in time, i thought to myself. "isnt it too late u all are already in hell"
but i came to realise that they were screaming out as if the only source of hope was me, it was us. their only escape torment was the Lord Jesus Christ.
please understand, the spiritual encounter wasnt just meant for me, i believe i was a representation for the cell and the call is to every single one who wants to pursue it. here the opportunity is given, the decision lies i ur hands, really.

i have come to the understanding of the real deal, the immense role we play in this school, this generation, really as the unlikely heroes. let me say this, we are on the winning end. no doubt about it:)

blessings,
CONS

( MAYBE COS U ALL KEEP CALLING ME GANGSTER, I HAD TO FIGHT THESE DEMONS. HAHA) but at least we won :)

2 comments:

Unknown said...

AMEN!

I'm really excited about the things that are happening! let's all be part of what God is doing NOW, in the kairos.

We are called to be LIFEBOATS, not pleasure cruisers.

I believe that even as we fight, the enemy will fight back. And I know that somehow, all that has been happening in my family, my grandparents' conditions, is the enemy's way of fighting back. The only reason why major things start happening in our lives is when we become a force to be reckoned with in the enemy's camp.

So even when things start to happen in our own lives and families, let's not lose the vision God has given. Let's be watchful and pray.

Yeah, do keep my family in prayer too, as these past two months have really been something.

Anonymous said...

yup ok adora.

you know like months ago when we were praying and all, i always felt raining in the spirit. like God was just so close to pouring out. and then when i opened my eyes and we kept feeling like we were banging our heads against the wall, it was seriously frustrating because the rain just didnt seem like it was coming.

but i believe cons is right, that we are moving on and God is bringing us into a new season. i feel like the 'raining' is so much stronger now. i just know its coming so soon and that when it hits, its going to be so so awesome and that all we ever went through to see the day where CCHS is all sold out for God would be entirely worth it.

EXCITING!!